About Me

I spent most of the first 21 years of my life in an upper middle-class suburban city in Eastern Canada. Even though I had everything I wanted, or almost, I lived a life void of any meaning and true satisfaction. I went to the best schools but obtained no education. Both my parents loved me dearly but I received no Love. I was completely lost without even knowing it, endlessly searching for something that could not be purchased or acquired by my own will. My only solace was sports, weightlifting, sugar and junk food, acting a fool, my friends, fast love, porn, “going out” and eventually drugs.

During these formative years, I followed as best as I could the societal/cultural model of success. When I turned 16, I began weight-lifting seriously with the intent to create myself an Adonis-like body to attract more women. By the age of 20, I had achieved my goals. I was “that dude,” 8 pack, 28 inch waist, 44 inch shoulders, belly ring and all, bench pressing over 300 pounds. I was a beast, yet it changed nothing to how I felt internally. I was still weak and empty, profoundly sad, as if I had lost something so precious, but couldn’t remember what it was nor where I had left it. During the same period, we (the “boys” and I) rose the ranks of Night Life achieving V.I.P. status in some of the trendiest spots in town, but the fizzle faded away quickly, and in the end, it was just another dead-end.

To make the situation even more complex, I was concurrently completing my bachelors in mechanical engineering, but no matter how hard I tried, I wasn’t able to go on. I couldn’t envision myself working in this field, nor in any other for that matter. I felt lost and saw no future. Even the appeal of a great salary and social status meant nothing. It was all meaningless. So I quit after completing my 5th semester, despite the pleas of my parents and their successful friends, finding myself in this strange and dangerous in-between world of no-man’s-land.

As the hypnotic effect of the world slowly loosened its grip on my mind, I started to perceive that the “game” was in fact rigged. That no matter how much I would acquire, it would never be enough. I had been sold the dream that in order to find satisfaction, to have actual value in this world, I had to become the very best, in other words, destroy all competition, and that only once I reached the top would I finally find “happiness” and wellbeing.

Like so many others, I devoted myself wholeheartedly to this cult of the “self” hoping that one day, I too would reach the promised land. I struggled for years to achieve greatness until one day, it hit me like a ton of bricks that although I may be handsome, athletic, intelligent, sociable, strong, and capable, I was never going to be “the most.” I would never be able to surpass everyone. There was always going to be someone better than me. I also knew from experience that on the occasions I did beat out the competition and win, to my great disappointment, the pleasure was short-lived, shallow and unsatisfactory. I immediately needed more, and feared to lose my throne. My “victory” did indeed garner attention, admiration and “love,” but it was fake. People didn’t care. They just wanted to suck. And just as fast as they came, they would move on to the next.

So I wondered: “What’s the point of selling my soul to any of these endeavours in the attempt to become the top 1%, seeking name, fame and glory, if it was nearly impossible for me to get there, and if and when I did get there, it would only be temporary no matter how hard I tried, and most importantly, it wouldn’t change how I actually felt deep inside, that is, empty and unsatisfied.

In my heart of hearts, I yearned for a deeper meaning to Life. I yearned for freedom, whatever that was. None of the things I was chasing (or rather told to chase) made any sense. In fact, they would bind and limit me. I would identify to them, and they would end up owning me.

“There has to be more to Life this,” I would often think to myself when I was alone. “Is that all there is? Money, women, sex, toys, crushing my opponents, being defeated by the next man, fighting to remain on top? Am I missing something? And all of this for what? In the end, after years of hard labour and suffering for barely an ounce of joy and satisfaction, disease, old age and death awaits me/us? This is like a grand cosmic joke! I want fucking out?”

To many people my reflections sounded ridiculous, and quite frankly, downright scared them. Some judged me of being a coward, refusing to face life head-on or even being selfish, while a few others sympathized with me for a few evenings entertaining deeper philosophical conversations before they would go back to their everyday life as if there was nothing to it. I was alone.

The Master

At the age of 21, I was spiraling down a rabbit hole of despair. I was slowly but surely being swallowed by the rave and after-hour party culture, consuming more and more drugs and finding less and less of a reason to come back to everyday mundane life. Although I genuinely despised that scene (it disgusted me), I had nowhere else to go. There was nothing “out there” for me and at least, here, I wasn’t alone, or so I tried to convince myself. But deep down inside, I knew that these drugs and that lifestyle were not providing any real solution. I was broken. I was looking for medicine but none could be found.

As the saying goes, when the disciple is ready, the master appears. I am not sure if I was ready, but let’s put it this way, I was flirting very closely with death, and by the grace of God, this old Indian man snatched me out of my downward spiral and set me straight. I didn’t realize then how badly I needed a father, someone who could reach me, talk to me, teach me and show me another way. I needed someone who genuinely understood my condition, who didn’t judge me, nor pity me nor entertain my pathetic state. I needed a Guide who could show me The Way of Life and teach me how to walk it. I needed Light and a vision of what’s possible.

And for the following 5 years, I dedicated myself to his teachings and followed him diligently, practicing no less than 4 hours of meditation, and at times up to 6-8 hours a day, doing selfless service or volunteer work, while digesting my life and everything that has happened to me thus far. This white bearded man became my father, my best friend, my teacher, my reformer, my doctor, my Master. He saved my life, and infused Life into me.

During this very special period, he taught me the foundations of the human experience: What’s the purpose of Life, why am I here on this Earth, what is happening in the world, how the Creation works, the root cause of suffering and most importantly what is the solution. He helped me make sense of what I was deeply feeling inside, and purge all the filth that had been injected into my mind and bloodstream by the toxic culture we live in. He helped me understand myself, recognize who I was, and encouraged me to dive deeper within to discover the truth about Life and Reality.

He also showed me by his living example what a real man is. It was the complete opposite of everything I was made to believe. A true man, contrary to what the modern world teaches, is humble, simple, compassionate, generous, sincere, truthful, caring, devoted, elegant, humorous, responsible, empowered, loving, nurturing, strict, firm, uncompromising, focused, unstoppable, modest, knowledgeable, reasonable, selfless, adaptable, principled, powerful beyond measure, kind, divine, patient, beautiful, strong, gentle, heartfelt, sensitive, fluid, resourceful, magnetic, attractive, courageous, capable, collaborative, fierce, relentless, receptive, clear, contained, pure, intelligent, wise, devoted, and always in Service. It was indeed an infinitely blessed period in my life.

Studies

In March 2005, He passed away, and I was once again on my own (well, not exactly; his Spirit was now with me all the time), but this time armed with Knowledge and Vision. Albeit a bit reluctantly, it was time for me to go back to the world and test, apply and practice the knowledge I had received, learn how to navigate through the madness of modernity, and become my own man in the light of my great Teacher.

I spent the next 15 years learning, studying the ways of the world, acquiring the needed education I was never given. I studied modern, ancient and revisionist history, occultism, medicine, the healing arts, finances, art, business development, freemasonry, entrepreneurship, tantra, shamanism, sexuality, “game,” seduction, nutrition, music, cleansing, leadership, eugenics, religion, spirituality, yoga, witchcraft, herbalism, magick, architecture, community building, warfare, cinematography, production, economics, law, marketing, psychology, parenting, anatomy, physiology, alchemy, mythology, education, cryptocurrency, mind control, biohacking, mysticism, leadership, and so much more.

I also traveled extensively during this time meeting countless teachers and gurus from every field, as well as people from all walks of life, witnessing and experiencing for my own self the state of affairs on earth while at the same time diving within, healing my inmost traumas and discovering the Nature of Self and the subtle workings of Creation.

Through my intensive process of individuation, I realized that I had a natural inclination for the healing arts. Being that I was in such dire need of fixing, it was very natural for me to gravitate toward them. I also wanted to discover everything I could about health and disease and understand the deeper workings of the human body. I was obsessed.

I studied every system worthy of my attention in an attempt to discover the heart of each approach. How did they work and why? What were their limits and why? What principles could I derive from their teachings, and how could I apply them more effectively?

I acquired numerous diplomas and certificates throughout my journey, namely degrees in Osteopathy, Naturopathy, and Massage therapy, to name a few, on top of spending more than 6 years in University taking courses ranging from psychology to nursing sciences. Even to this day, I am still studying, and completing a degree in Ayurvedic Medicine (India’s ancient and natural medical system, dating back thousands of years, akin to traditional Chinese medicine) and in Jyotish or Vedic Astrology.

To be honest, my goal was never to have a career in any of these professions, although I did end up working as a clinician and a teacher encountering thousands of patients and students. What I truly cared about was the knowledge and its application. I was (and still am) a “mad scientist” seeking to discover the mysteries of the human psyche/body and the root cause of disease. A great explorer of the Underworld looking for the source of light that enlivens us all, wanting to better understand the human being (microcosm) and his/her intricate connection with the universe and the Creation (macrocosm).

Business

Through this process, I discovered that when pursuing knowledge, we invariably hit a wall. Unless this knowledge is used to serve others, we cannot acquire more and what we have gained turns against us and burns us from within. That’s how and why I became interested in business in the first place. It was not for the sake of money per se, but rather to learn how to transform knowledge into practical solutions for people. Sure, making a living was important, but doing something for the sake of doing it never appealed to me. My actions had to have meaning and be aligned with a higher purpose.

As I ventured into the world of commerce, I felt like a child lost at sea. There were infinite possibilities of making money. Each avenue has its advantages and its proponents. I was in awe. I was intimidated. I was inspired. I was overwhelmed. I could do anything. Or could I? But who was I, as a man, as an entrepreneur?

As I navigated through the waters of business looking for my way, I founded and ran multiple businesses as I sought to better understand the sacred science behind Entrepreneurship. Some projects lasted a few months, while others are still ongoing after 15+ years.

When I look back at my journey, I am sometimes stunned at the things I did. From running an art gallery, to selling organics fruits and vegetables, to managing and developing up-and-coming artists, to owning a health and wellness center/school, to offering keynote talks in the corporate world, to launching a chocolate factory, to running a web and multimedia production company, to launching multiple online businesses, to leading and managing a not-for profit organization, etc, I really tried everything that turned-me-on looking to better understand how the world of money worked, and through the process, “ find myself.” I eventually found my Path, which harmoniously brought together all the different aspects of my personality, and when I did, I went “all in.”

When I set out to learn about entrepreneurship, I never expected to discover and learn as much as I did about myself, the world, human psychology, social hierarchy, and power games. I also realized, quite unexpectedly, that I am a natural born entrepreneur and leader. I love grounding a vision in the material plane and making it come to life. But to be honest with you, what moves me the most is to help the people I care for grow their innate (and sometimes latent) skills and help them share them with the world. Life is service, and for me, entrepreneurship at its essence is the means by which we can reach and better the lives of others.

Truth be told, the process of healing has two dimensions: self realization, which is the discovery of who you are and your nature, and self actualization, which is the expression of self through conscious action in the service of dharma (life). In other words, genuine health and conscious entrepreneurship are two sides of the same coin.

The Goddess

In 2009, my journey into the healing arts took me in a direction I never expected nor even fathomed. I was guided towards the Goddess Tradition and the study of the Goddess Power. Honestly, there was no one more pragmatic than I at the time. I knew nothing about Her Ways, nor was I even interested, but the quest for knowledge and power took me directly to the doors of Her Temple. I couldn’t help myself, I had to knock.

I spent the next 12 years of my life living and serving in a Goddess Temple surrounded by her priestesses, learning how to navigate through the Chaos of unbridled Feminine Womb Power, healing my own humanity in the process and better understanding the very nature of Creation.

As men, we love to pretend that we have it all under control. We love to believe that we are the greatest lovers. As I journeyed deeper and deeper down the Abyss of Her Shining Darkness, I realized how little I knew of Love, let alone Sexuality. Sure, I knew how to seduce and get laid, but besides the surface show, I knew nothing of the Art and Science of Love; I knew nothing of the Power of the Womb, nor the Magnanimity of the Phallus. I knew nothing of real power nor about the response-ability that comes with it. I was a mere boy, pretending to be a man.

This womb healing journey was the most epic yet. How intense, maddening and challenging it was. I cannot count the number of times I wished to quit and leave. But an invisible hand kept me going. I also knew in the depth of my being that the answers to Life’s greatest mysteries lay hidden in Her Darkness. The secrets of secrets were available for the deserving few who learned to see through the veil of the Night.

Eventually, the time came for my final examination. The Goddess always tests us to see if we are true to our Love. The last exam however requires us to face our Greatest Fear of all: Death. It is designed to dissolve whatever is left of our identity. The artificial personality, or false “I”. The question is, will you rise again? Failing the exam means obliteration. Success means achieving liberation or freedom, i.e: becoming a Zero.

The trial lasted all of 3 years, from start to finish. During this time, I witnessed my life as I knew it shatter before my eyes. Everything “I” held on to, everything “I” worked for, built, everything “I” identified with was dissolved in a matter of a few months, with nothing left to hold onto besides my undying faith and Love to the Path. I got to see who I really was and what I was made of. There was no hiding possible.

By the grace of God, I eventually completed this great Tribulation and was honourably released from my duties at the Temple, and given the blessings to begin my New Life. And as always, Maa in her endless bounty offered me a boon: “Ask me anything!” I paid my obeisances and responded that I didn’t need anything as I am infinitely blessed and always being taken care of. “I just want to learn, Maa, thank you for the opportunity.” But She knew what my masculine heart yearned for the most in this life, and little did I know it was waiting for me down the Road. All I had to do was get back on my two legs and walk towards my Destiny.

The Anaami Project

This project is but one expression of my New Life. It is my personal community service. I am involved in many projects and help/serve in many different ways. But I am generally in the background, managing, consulting, overseeing, educating, etc. Here, I am asked to step in front and become a voice of this Knowledge. It is indeed quite a responsibility as well as an amazing opportunity and privilege.

My task, or assignment, is to share with those men (and women) who wish to learn the ways of the Goddess, the art and science of Love. When I speak of Love, I am not speaking of an emotion nor necessarily the heart chakra expansion we sometimes associate with it. I am speaking of the Science of Unification, of Yoking, of bringing together all aspects of oneself into one coherent Organic Human being. It is Tantric Yoga in its pristine form, removed from Hinduism or religious tradition, a shamanic healing journey towards the Self where one reclaims the powers Nature has bestowed upon us in order to serve Creation.

Men, in order to become the greatest lover a woman has even had, every part of your being has to love her. To do this, you must be a unified individual. And only Love of Self can bring the shadow and the light that lives within you together as one in the Service of Truth. Only a fully erect Phallus, aroused by the Power of Life, can truly satisfy and satiate a woman, and unlock her divine potential.

In order to teach the sciences of tantric yoga and healing, one has to of course be authorized. If I am speaking to you today, it is clearly not because of my own will, but because my Teachers have requested and given me the green light to do so. I do not consider myself to have reached the highest level of mastership. Far from it. I feel I am only at the beginning of my Path. I have undoubtedly reached a certain level of mastership, one that could be compared to a black belt in martial arts for example.

However, as any true martial artist would attest, achieving a black belt is but merely the beginning of the Path of Mastery. In the art and science of Love, I am merely a beginner. I do, however, have much to share for those of you who feel inclined to learn from my experiences.

My Offering

I have questioned myself a lot about how to proceed with this Service. I have had many reservations. For starters, the world is full of noise, I do not wish to add more noise to it. Secondly, I am not seeking attention, name or fame. I simply wish to fulfill my function or service, and mind my business.

The state of the world is very complicated at this juncture in time and the last thing I want for myself is unnecessary problems or hassles. The World is heading in a very clear direction. I am not here to block it, nor to facilitate it. I am here to serve human beings, men and women from either side who genuinely seek answers and a more optimal way to live.

I have also questioned myself on how to best share the Knowledge. The idea of creating a conventional YouTube page and asking people to “like, subscribe and turn on the notification bell” makes me a bit nauseous. Building a marketing funnel trying to get people to sign up for my Free Report is not something I am feeling very inspired to do either, nor is flexing my muscles on Instagram and showing off my cars and how amazing my life is. No disrespect intended, it’s how social media works, but truth be told, it turns me off. It’s not for me, yet, it’s how the world turns, so I must adapt and find my way through this labyrinth if I am to reach you.

So my team and I have decided to create an online video library of knowledge, addressing all subjects and themes every man must face as he matures and go through his journey of manhood, bringing a particular focus on human sexuality, the healing arts, women/men dynamics, inner and outer alignment, the hierarchies of power, the underworld or unconscious realm of the psyche, the occult, the inner workings of the human body, karma, and how all of this translated in everyday life.

We are also creating an online School, which will offer various programs, accessible to all, for those who wish to embark on a profound healing journey and feel inspired to receive my guidance and teachings.

These in-depth trainings will give you access to 25 years of research and studies and show you how to reclaim your health and life back into your hands. New students will also benefit from the help of my advanced students and join our online community, and eventually, have the opportunity to attend Live Seminars which I will be hosting.

My objective is to let things grow organically. I am here for the long haul, whatever is needed, I am here to serve.

That being said, if you are called to reach out and connect, feel free to send a message using the form below in which you respectfully present yourself and your intentions. You can also find me on Youtube, Bitchute, Rumble and Odysee. So no matter what happens, we’ll be on the same page.

That’s it for now! Sincerely,